40 lbs

Oh yeah, and I am officially down 40 lbs today!!!!


I can NOT believe it, and it is a wonderful accomplishment. I am exercising everyday, and I feel like this is just part of who I am now.


On the flip side...I am still self conscious and when people say I am sexy, I can NOT believe them. I fear that I will still not be good enough for someone because though the size is smaller, I am still far from perfect.


I just want someone to like all of me...and be okay with the dimples and bumps that come with this package.


Going to The Final Destination 3-D today with Cyndi and Lisa and then dinner at BD with Amy...it will be a good day. 


Off to run... just did some abs :)
Elisa